《鱼不存在》的读者笔记
共 56 条公开笔记
在低垂的暮色中，我意识到她俩向我展示了别的线索，那套公寓之外的线索。她们跟我说，有个叫盖尔的教友每个月会过来几次，给她们做饭、处理账单，和她俩聊天。玛丽的继子乔希几乎每天都给她们发搞笑短信。一位名叫马克·博尔德的律师斗争多年，为安娜争取强制绝育的经济补偿，最终争来25000美元，却坚持不收律师费。邻居格兰特每天早晨都在阳台上跟她们打招呼。公寓楼的前台埃博妮被她俩称为“守护神”，在拖车被飓风摧毁之后...
好幸福的生活片段🥺
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2***[email protected] 2026-07-29人们互相扶持，编织出一张小小的社会关系网。一次友好的招手，一幅铅笔画，串在尼龙绳上的几个塑料彩珠。这些微妙的互动在外人看来没什么，但对网中人来说呢？那意味着一切，是把一个人同这个星球连接起来的纽带。
2***[email protected] 2026-07-29我们无关紧要，这就是宇宙的冷酷真相。我们不过是世间的微粒，一瞬生，一瞬死，对宇宙而言毫无意义。也许这样说很怪异，但如果我们忽略自身不重要的这一事实，那么我们就与大卫·斯塔尔·乔丹一样滑入了误区。他正是荒唐地认定自身具有优越性，才犯下了如此令人难以置信的暴行。每一个脚印，每一次呼吸，都要承认我们无关紧要，这才是看清现实的正确行为。否认这一点，就是在犯罪，在撒谎，在将自己推向妄想、疯狂，甚至更糟的境地...
2***[email protected] 2026-07-29就在不久前，公交车上有个女人一直盯着安娜看。“我跟安娜说：‘别把娃娃放在一边！抱着她，别管其他人怎么说！那是你的宝宝。’”
好温暖的友谊
2***[email protected] 2026-07-29人没法被撼动，也没法被烧毁。人类建造的房屋像纸牌一样不堪一击，但人类立于房屋之外，能够重建倒塌的建筑。建造一座伟大的城市是一件妙不可言的事情，更妙的是成为城市的一部分，因为城市由人组成，而人永远立于自己的创造物之上。人类的内心永远比人类能做的事情要强大。
2***[email protected] 2026-07-28人没法被撼动，也没法被烧毁。人类建造的房屋像纸牌一样不堪一击，但人类立于房屋之外，能够重建倒塌的建筑。建造一座伟大的城市是一件妙不可言的事情，更妙的是成为城市的一部分，因为城市由人组成，而人永远立于自己的创造物之上。人类的内心永远比人类能做的事情要强大。
2***[email protected] 2026-07-28“你毫无希望，除了脚下的绿草，那是这世上——任何一个世界上——最甜美的东西。”接着，大卫给读者们送上一剂激动人心的良药：把握当下。“此时此地的这一天，天这么蓝，草这么绿，阳光如此耀眼，树荫如此怡人，无处能及。”
无所不及
2***[email protected] 2026-07-27我们体内的生物电便是救赎之道。在同时期编著的教学大纲中，他写下了这样的内容：“快乐来自做事、帮助别人、工作、保持热忱、斗争、征服、充分应用各项感官，以及个人活动。”
2***[email protected] 2026-07-27人类的头脑并不擅长给世上的万物下定义，我们给事物起的名字往往是错的。“奴隶”就是低等人类，不配拥有自由吗？“女巫”就得被烧死吗？他以椅子为例，不过是为了展现同一种精神，提醒人们要保持谦卑，谨慎看待我们的信仰，即便只是在面对生活中最基本的事物的时候。“我认为人们如果想要进步，就必须学会思考。”
但也是很有意思的观点
2***[email protected] 2026-07-27尽管大卫需要承受这些批评、侮辱和让人痛苦的鞭笞，但他总能在鱼儿身上获得解脱。那宽广的水世界能提供无尽的宽慰，比任何酒精或药物都更能安抚人心。每次发现新的鱼类，每次捕捉的过程，每次为宇宙间不为人知的新物种命名，都让大卫深深地感到沉醉。那是舌尖上的蜜糖、无所不能的幻想、秩序带来的愉悦感。区区一个名字，便能抹去所有伤痛。
"自我实现"
2***[email protected] 2026-07-27但大卫没有因灾难而停下脚步。他拍去身上的灰烬，再访美国的各个水域，重新收集被毁掉的标本。他没有纠结浪费的时间，没有想过，试图在混乱统治的世界里建立秩序，是一件多么徒劳无功的事情。
好让人战栗的一个人
2***[email protected] 2026-07-27