《暗斗：一个书生的文化抗战》的读者笔记
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所以只好不断的在编目，在出售；不断的在伤心，有了眼泪，只好往肚里倒流下去。忍着，耐着，叹着气，不想写，然而又不能不一部部的编写下去。那时候，实在恨自己，为什么从前不藏点别的，随便什么都可以，偏要藏什么劳什子的书呢？
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